東京歐夏蕾 (n.n)*

Dear Lord,
Please save me from this pain.
i know i havent been really thoughtful about my situiation,
and my desire to work with creation.
Please save me from the feeling of grief in my heart.
i have to make a decision, but i havent got any clue in my head.
Most parts of me think i should stay, but i find no joy in this job.
What can i do? Please help me, i will leave this in your mercy hand.
Please put a new breathe in me, lead me with your words.
For i am weak sometimes, or most of the time??
God, forgive me for not being honest to others and even myself.
Free me from the past lies.
Free me from the past wounds.
Free me so that i would not blame myself no more for the things i've done.
Free me from the regrets,
Fill me with your blessings and love.
Fill me with energy and talent.
Put a new breathe in me, and i wont fear no more.
i want to be a better and more responsible person.
Lord,help me.
Lord, forgive me, and please be with me.
Thank you.

Pray in Jesus' name, Amen.